:: Friday, November 25, 2005 ::

BICARA HATI

just dunno where 2 start.

somehow,
need to let it off...

wondering,
why still having this feeling...

it was nearly a decade when i got to meet this person again.

only Allah knows how the feeling was.
for about a decade and met once again, lots of questions to ask for.

but,
nay...
i just can't even said a word. why? dunno why...
maybe it just that, the situation is not the same.
i am not the same person that the person used to know.
time changed.
my status changed.

i've kept this feeling inside for years.
always keep it to myself + never TRULY said it to anyone even to my beloved hubby eventhough he knew about it.

once, i heard that people saying,
" if u want to forget about someone, u just have to let go ALL the feelings u have + let someone to hear it "

i'm not really sure the truth beneath the sayings. but, i guess, there's a logic behind it; by keeping the feelings + never said it to anyone makes me keep thinking about it on + on.

anyway,
i need to stop thinking about it.
i just want to let it go now.

yupp,
Allah has planned everything...

why should i keep wondering?

i used to wonder,
about things that Allah gave to me in those times.
and, now i do realized that every single thing that happened + i felt during those times was like an asbab + have lots of reasons beneath it.

thanks Allah,
for hadirkan that sort of feeling inside me.
it was the one that inspired me a lot in surmounting the obstacles of life.
it was the one that always inspired me with the advices + thoughts that turnout to be my guide thru lifes til now.

hmm,
u know what...

i think i just couldn't get it out of my head now.
huh, dunno why...

:(

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