:: Friday, December 23, 2005 ::

MISSING U

no! no!

i'm not the one who is missing someone.

but i KNOW someone who is in the missing mood right now, hehehehe...

i bet Zilla is missing her hubby badly now.

i know how it feels being apart from the loves one.

every single thing that u see would remind you of him.
every single thing that u touch would make you thinking of him.

"... oh, how are you doing now? ..."

the feeling is just indescribable. so sad, deep inside.

i can't even stand a day or night without him.

still remember those days when we were been apart for about 6 months (mind you: 6 x 30 days = 180 days!).

it was hard to face the days. still keeping the calender that i used to mark everyday---> counting day-by-day for us to be together again.

still remember the date---> 1st July 2002 after about 10 days of our ijab qabul.

yupp,
it is true as what Zilla said. there's a difference between being together for 10 days and 10 months.

but,
for me.

the 10 days of our marriage life was one of the most precious days that i will cherish for the entire life..

bayangkan,

kami baru hendak m'baja kasih, m'madu rindu. tiba-tiba, dengan perasaan yang AMAT berat t'paksa m'relakan si dia pergi mencari ilmu di rantauan orang.

maka,

kami memadu rindu + cinta di antara benua selama 6 bulan lamanya.

bukan tak mahu ikut dia bersama, cuma pengajian di sini perlu diteruskan jua.

pemergian Abang ke UK direlakan dengan hati yang sangat pasrah + redha.

Abang b'bisik,

"... sabar ya, Sayang. Insya Allah, kita kan b'sua jua nanti, ..."

:(

di KLIA ---> 1st July 2002

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