:: Wednesday, December 21, 2005 ::

STUDY

stumble through kak Aini's blog.

her past entry about study.

yupp,

i strongly agree with her about the hardness of being a student when you are married. lots of things to consider. even the tiniest thing that u ever aware of.

as for my case,

it is even worse.

i started my plan in furthering my study to the next level since i was in London, accompanying Abang doing his ACCA---> an accounting professional degree.

i browsed through all the IPTA's websites. download the forms. and, post it when we were back 4 good about a year ago.

people do wondered about me, how am i going to co-op with all these study stuffs with a baby which is not yet approaching 1 year old.

"... insya Allah, i'll survive! ..."

it was exactly on the month of Aufa's 1st birthday that i got the news, i'm carrying another baby inside my tummy.

at that time,

i was the one who is wondering,

"... can i do this? ..."

silence.

just let the time goes by and finally, got the answer from UKM. got the offer, alhamdulillah.

started the skool at my 7 months of pregnancy.

it was a quite devastating journey for me.

ditakdirkan Aufa was always being sick when i started my classes. so, lots of burning the midnight oil every day + night for me.

my workloads a.k.a projects were like, mountains. + the Abi always being late from the office because of the hectic workloads that he has.

always squeezing myself into the limited time that i have, to study + finish the endless-like projects.

people keep asked me to postpone the semester as it looks like very hard for me to excel in the study---> with labor due date around the corner + final exams + Aufa, etc.

but, nay...

"... insya Allah, i will survive! ..."

alhamdulillah, Allah did give me strengths to survive until the very end of my final examinations.

and now,

here i am, joying the excellent result that i've always wanted (for ages?).

alhamdulillah...

but,

everything is not over yet ---> p'juangan masih belum selesai...

still have another 2 semesters to survive, insya Allah.

may Allah keep giving me the strengths to surmount the routine as a student, mother + a wife to my loves one.

may i gain more excellent results in the future + grad with a flying colours.

insya Allah, ameen...

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