:: Friday, March 03, 2006 ::

LONG TIME NO SEE

Salam,

Lama sudah x berblog sejak 2menjak pindah ke rumah baru. Phone line + internet access is not available at the moment, almaklumlah kwsn baru buka. So, it might take some time, I supposed.

Can only access internet from lab in ftsm, ukm. Itupun for a sudden time. Bila b’kesempatan, ada ler menyinggah sekejap ke blog kawan2.

Hmm, kadang2 bila singgah jap kat blog sendiri rasa cam banyak jer benda nak kongsi, but then, time is extremely limited. So, hasrat tu b’kubur begitu shj.
Pada yang masih sudi b’kunjung meninggalkan pesan apa2 yg patut, thanks a lot.

Supposed this week, facing 3 mid-term exams, faced one, but not the other two. Ntah kenapa, both of the exams are now to be postponed next week. Alhamdulillah, need not to cramped my head to the MAX anymore, hehhehe…

So, di kala sedikit masa yang t’luang di ketika ini, ambil k’sempatan sekejap updating the blog. (err, I ‘wrote’ this using words program at home).

Hmm, let me tell you the updates of my 2+1 babies (err, does the other BIG one included as baby?), hehehe…

Aufa
now she is enriching her vocab on things around her. Sooo cute while she pointed her hand to herself + claimed, “…aufa!…” + “...ummi!..” “…abi!...” “amsyar!” (while the hands are pointing to us respectively)and she now, recognised people by their names as well.

But there is one thing that I just couldn’t help myself with-à being soo guilty when sending her off to nursery every morning. She will cry badly every time I waved her goodbye or when I handed her to her carer. She cried badly, till I felt like want to hug her + bring her back home with, right away. I felt so bad, till I’m thinking of the nonsense things that I shouldn’t supposed to care about.

It feels like I am a bad mother to her. Let my own child be comforted by strangers instead of myself. She kept calling, “ummmmiii!!...” + I don’t ever bother to look back + pampering her. I need to be tough, need to be strong or else… what should I do? Due to the circumstances that I chose this path, I should + ought to be strong. (hmm, ni baru kes sambung belajar, belum nak start kerja lagi. L )

So, whenever I brought the kids home, I will try as much as possible to spend the time with the both of them. Although, there are some times where I have to battle with the exams + assignments and with the naughty Aufa + clingy Amsyar, ( + the ‘naughty’ Abi as well, hehehe..) I still feel enjoy being an ummi despite of all the head cramps that I’ve been having day by day ;) .

Amsyar
This little ‘fella’ is now 5 months old. Just start weaning him this month. I’ve weaned Aufa since her 2months old (soo, early ek? But then I stopped + wait till her 4th months birthday + then start weaning her again). Amsyar is not so clingy anymore nowadays. But then keep cheeky + cheeky + cheeky everyday. Dah pandai rollover his body + then crying seeking for Ummi’s help to roll him on his back, aiiyaaa!!!

I love to see him, when he giggles. Cute!! Whenever he saw the Ummi is not around, he will then, “…uwwwaaa!!!” hehehe…

maka, tergocoh-gocohlah ummi mendapatkan Amsyarnya..
(fuh-fuh-fuh… penat makcik!!)

The SuperAbi
Hehehe..
This big ‘fella’… how’s the development? does he has one? Err.. err… * rolling eyes * hehehe…

Oh, yargh! He asked me a ‘cepu emas’ question a couple of days ago. I babbled to him ( me? Babble?!! * blink*blink*) about my critical condition on facing my 3 exam papers this week. i told him that I feel like want to ‘tuang’ the class on the next day. Bcoz, there is no use of attending the class if my mind is somewhere else thinking about the exams + other things else. And, he raised the question,

“… Sayang pernah terfikirkan Abang tak, dalam kelas?...”

Errkk!!...

Suddenly, I felt like blushing all over my face + both of us were laughing then. Yet, I didn’t answer his question.

But then,

deep in my heart , whispering…
“..I do, of course I do…”

You are always + will always on mind…
Forever + ever…

selagi mana hayat ada…
selagi Dia, mengizinkan ia…

hiks!
:p

ps: insyaAllah, we will be conducting a house warming in early April(weekend: either Sat. or Sun) in our new home in Seksyen 3 Tambahan, Bandar Baru Bangi.
You all are most welcome to our house, but please let me know if u guys could or could not make it by emailing me at syah_baiti_jannati@yahoo.com or calling me (for those who has my number) or u can just leave me a message in the shoutbox or haloscan comments box.

Thanks.

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