I don't know..
Somehow, I think that there are lots to share.. But, I guess almost of it had all gone with the wind due to some, slow blogging-mood syndrome :). Syawal has approaching to its end. Time goes by really fast. Not realised that it's nearly come to the end of the year. Next year, it will be another chapter for us + for me, ESPECIALLY.
Of all the things that happened throughout the year, makes me ponder a LOT about life. Happiness, cheers, disappointment, sadness, excitements, boredoms, uneasiness, hopeless, enjoyments- all of those are series of tests + tribulations that
Allah had sets us in. Without those series of 'excitements', we will never learn to be a human- a normal one probably :).
There are few events recently that reflects the way I look about life.
And one of it, is how uncertain we are about the life that we lived in- for me, perhaps. These uncertainties, somehow scares me. It scares me, till am scared to plan- for a long time run. And most scares me, is to lose my loved ones, in unexpected matters of time.
But, of being a human-being, these are the things that we have to surmount, no matter how hard, uneasy, dreadful it will + no matter how uncertain + fuzzy it will be, we as
His creations will have to face it. No matter what circumstances that been set for us. We HAVE to have these trials + tribulations as a sign of gratefulness to the
Almighty for giving us life + loves from the great people around us. Tests + tribulations are a set of love that
Allah showers us. Without it, our lives will definitely be dull. It is whether we being thankful + redha for it to be happened- is what matters.
For all my friends who are encountering some disappointments + just lost their loved ones recently,
Kita merancang, dan Allah juga 'merancang'. Yang pasti, tentunya 'perancangan' Dia yang lebih baik. Never stop your dreams + hopes. Whenever
He tests us, definitely
He sets us for something better. Or, for at least, sets us to be someone that is better than before.
Ujian, tanda Dia sayangkan kita. Never lose hope, never lose hope...
For
Kak D in Coventry,
I adore you, for your strengths + determinants.
You,
inspire me....
