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:: Friday, October 10, 2008 ::
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No Mood for Anything
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Don't know why, I still haven't got any mood to start researching.
Even though when the mood's around, suddenly I felt more comfortable to 'be with people'.
Lonely is what it maybe..
I keep on staring at the YM to see if there is somebody to talk with. Or even stumbling on the list of names inside the phone to see which of those that I haven't call --> for every single day.
Oh, my..
it seems so d**n lonely. Especially when you have to deal all the things alone without your loved ones + family. When things not run as it was supposed to--> made it more catastrophic.
Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to so that I can get all these things off from my system.
But, yeah.. I should look this at the brighter sight. There must be hikmah beneath all these. And the experiences that I had is priceless. Something that, you never can buy or pick on the shelves.
I always pray everyday that, when I go out somewhere or anywhere I can be given a chance to meet wonderful people who can inspire me to become much stronger than what I am now.
I pray that, I can be a Muslim who can portray the what-a-good-muslim-should-look-like to other people + pray that, I will never be in the course of fitnah or whatsoever that can give a bad impression to Islam.
I will try as best as I can to potray a good Muslim conducts- insya Allah..
You know what..?
I think..
Dengan kembali kepada Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang..
He is the best 'shoulder' to cry on to..
Oh, Allah.. Let me be strong..
And, please please.. give Your strength to my other 2 friends too. Whom I think, are having the 'crumble' moment too.. - be strong girls..
 Missing you..
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