:: Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ::

♥ Oh Dear.. ♥

I can't hardly concentrate nowadays, huhuhu..

My mind was like flying around thinking of lots of things.. [study.. kids.. chores.. MyFirstep..]--> hohoho..

Okay.. okay.. MyFirstep will need my attention like.. once a week specifically every Friday when Mr. Hubby is working from home [and, of course I can't concentrate doing serious thing when he is around, muahaha..]. So, I try to put my full concentration for my study during the weekdays, which is for the past 2 weeks [including this week- that makes the 3rd week] I can't really put my concentration to a static pace. I need to be extra focus- but I can't find one, huhuhu.. Not for the past 2 becoming 3 weeks time.

Alhamdulillah, Aufa had her settled time in her B4 T Club [after school]. Although, she was a bit sad for the first day [or I must say for the first 30 minutes of the day ;)], she is doing great. Always looking forward to meet her friends in the club. Luckily for me that, Aufa's best friends- Niamh + Julien are in the club too.

But on the other hand, Amsyar was a bit opposite. Until now, his Sure Start Nursery's carers still think that he is not settled although he was fine [from my humble observation during picking him up time] for the past couple of weeks in the nursery. I thought that, this week everything will be fine. Amsyar will settled + I can go on with my quite time to study. But, yeah.. it is to no avail- not at this moment. We [me + the carers] have agreed that we need to start it all over again with Amsyar spending his time at the nursery for 9am-12.30pm instead of until 5/6pm and keep on adding the hour until he is completely settled.

Oh, how I wish that he can settled soon so that I can go on with my plan- my study plan. But, yeah.. I shouldn't be selfish though. He needs his time to settle. I shouldn't put him as a liability in the situation. Should never.. It is because of me, that he needs to be left with someone else, be with completely strangers. Oh, I was heart-broken when he sent me off through the door and waving to me until I'm gone from his sight. The waving was came with the package of not-so-happy face, huhuhu.. Takpe lah.. ni ujian Allah nak bagi. Ummi harap Amsyar can adjust yourself at the nursery + be happy ;)- that's what most important, kan..?

My mission is that, I'm going to spend my utmost time with the kids whenever they are at home. No study, no work. At the moment, the mission is still in progress + hopefully can be accomplished soon, very... soon :). Insya Allah..



Okay, peeps..

Need to fetch the little princess from the club.

Tara... ;)

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