:: Thursday, January 29, 2009 ::

♥ When The Worse Become To Worst... ♥

.. should I feel sad?

No, I should be more than redha.. All these tribulations is set as a test for you to become stronger + stronger, kan? Thank you Allah, for keep reminding me :).

Yes, today is not-so-good day after all. I don't want to be sounded like merungut-ing. But, this post will one day reminiscing me about how Allah shows His mercy + hikmah on things that happened around me, insya Allah. [if you think I sound like merungut-ing, you can just switch to your other favourite blog then, hehehe..]

This morning, my routine was busy as usual. Waking up the kids for school + nursery, bathing them, preparing their breakfast + packed lunch, make sure all stuff that they needed in school + nursery are all complete, me-having a bath, patiently wait for them to put their shoes + jacket/coat, rushing down the stairs + get into the car, send Aufa to her school, wait until the class's door open, kiss2 + bye2 to Aufa, off to the car, send Amsyar to his nursery.

Ok, this is where it was started.

Amsyar was extra cranky this morning. I don't know why but, he seems like don't want to get off me. I was about to leave him there but decided not to as he looks like a bit weird. I stay with him for few minutes- around 1/2 an hour to calm him down. It was about 1 hour later, he completely calmed. There was a little girl named Casey keep pretending to read to Amsyar a story as to make him calm- you should see her, she was sooo sweet..!! I've said to myself that, come on, Baiti spend a bit more time to make him calm + then you can woooshh.. doing your 3 weeks pending stuff.

As about all the kids preparing to play outside at the play area, then I realised Amsyar's trouser was wet. Not just wet, but.. Oh, my.. he is having diarrhoea..!! Habis satu seluar + baju terkena loose stool tu because he was lied down on the couch before. No wonder he was extremely cranky. He is not feeling well :( :( :(. Poor little boy.. And yes, I took him home straight away after cleaned him up with the help of Seanneen, his helpful + kind-hearted carer.

Reached home, I let him slept on my bed until 1/2 an hour later, wake him up for my SpecSaver optician appointment. The lady who worked there even noticed his quietness [I've been there for 2 appointments before, with extremely chatty Amsyar]. Yeah, he was completely different Amsyar- very quiet + weak, not active at all. It is weird okay, when you always have a restless boy suddenly, turned to be a very quiet one, huhuhu.. So, because of his calmness I treated him with a jalan-jalan around the shopping centre [err.. actually Ummi dia yang teringin :P]. After 1/2 an hour jalan-jalan, we went back home. The purpose of the jalan-jalan was actually to utilise the one hour parking fee- I had only a 1/2 an hour appointment with the optician ;).

Back at home, I let him rest again until 2 hours later preparing to go out again to meet the GP [General Praticioner]- I've made an appointment to meet him for Amsyar's sudden diarrhoea problem. Oh I was extremely tired.. You can never imagine how tired I was, even to add the unfortunate event.. I bumped to someone else's car when trying to make a turn in a dead's end. Oh my god, I hope no one saw the incident, huhuhu.. Punyalah beristighfar banyak kali masa tu. Apa lah nasib aku hari ni, huhuhu.. And as I found the parking space, then is when I go + check my car + saw the scratches at the penjuru bawah of our beloved Honda Stream- kurang dah hensem keretaku ini, hehehe.. [Huhuhu.. moga2 dengan mendengar kisahku hari ini ni, Abang xde ler bebel2 kejap lagi. Ameeen.. Hehehe..]

Sampai kat GP clinic, met the GP who is a Muslim- a good Muslim, insya Allah. He diagnosed Amsyar as having a virus/bug [winter bug maybe]. He did recites me one ayah from Quran that explained about semua urusan hidup + mati hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui + kita hanya mampu berusaha + berdoa after giving the prescription for Amsyar. So, basically.. he told me not to rely on the medicine but keep du'a to Allah because He is the only one who is Maha Penyembuh. Oh, and I did sempat menyelit for my-first-ever-prescription in the UK as well, hehehe..

So then.. I wooshed to Aufa's school + picked her up from the club + then later I took both of the kids straight to Boots pharmacy to get the prescriptions. When I got there, the pharmacist took my prescription letter + started to wrap those into a bag. I saw a note in front of the counter saying that all NHS prescriptions will be charged at £7.10 per medicine. So, there I was calculating the amount that I'm going to pay as the pharmacist put in numbers of medicine into the bag [Hohoho.. macam banyak jer ni kena keluar duit after seeing what he putted inside the bag, huhuhu..]. And when he handed me the bag, he just smiled + I was like, ".. Err.. shouldn't I have to pay for all these?" ".. No-no!" --> Huh? musykil2..

So, I just went off with a big question in my head. Should I or Shouldn't I pay for that actually..??

So, these are the medicines..






Err.. do you know that in Malaysia, I paid almost RM60 for this Yasmin per pack but here I got it 6 PACKS FOR FREE..!! Masya Allah, it just made my series of unfortunate event today a blissful one. SubhanAllah wa alhamdulillah..

So, moral of the day is to always be redha when you are facing tribulations of your life. There is always a hikmah beneath it that Allah wants us to treasure, insya Allah..

Jadinya dengan bermacam-macam dugaan yang melanda hari ini, dari kes Amsyar mengamuk2 menangis kat nursery, sampai baru terperasan dia kena diarrhoea, berkejar-kejaran ke sana ke sini, kendong Amsyar yang lemah [+ yang makin berat + aku yang makin mengurus ni :p], impian nak concentrate study hari ini yang tak kesampaian, penat yang rasa gila-gila punya penat sampai tersadung + langgar kereta orang, huhuhu.. dapatlah juga free ubat-ubatan ini yang kalau dihitung-hitung banyak juga duit yang perlu dikeluarkan.

Alhamdulillah for today..

Thank you Allah..

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