:: Friday, March 13, 2009 ::

♥ What A Relief.. ♥

Alhamdulillah,
Just met my Supervisor [SV]. Terasa segala beban di bahu jatuh dengan hebat sekali, alhamdulillah :).. Mungkin sebab dah lama tak jumpa, jadi banyak benda yang difikir-fikirkan sejak seminggu yang baru lepas ni. He as always, very calm person + nice. Dah 6 bulan, aku rasa macam BANYAK sangat benda yang aku tercicir, rasa sangat insecure tapi.. bila berkongsi dengan kawan-kawan yang lain, they all are in the same state as mine- makes me not feeling that alone. SV even told me that, I'm progressing quite good to the fact that, I know [a bit though :P] of my direction compared to some students who are still in the midst of knowing nothing about what are they going to pursue. I did make a confession to him just now, hehehe.. And, what I can conclude that, he is a very understanding man. He told me not to worry too much as it is something normal [ I must looked like a paranoia person to him, hehehe.. :P].

I guess, I just get worried too much- but it's good thing anyway, eh? I thought that, I was really late to start my writing consider that I planned to start it in January. Oh, to my surprise.. my other friend not even planning to write until July..!! Hohoho.. He must be genius then, and I do think he is. Orang lembab macam gue ni kena lah start dari awal kan? Furthermore, I'm not purely in the area. Everytime I told people that, I was graduated in Accounting, maka terbeliaklah mata-mata mereka sambil fikir, ".. Apa kehernyer [apa ke hal nya], minah ni buat Computer Science?.. " Harharhar.. [cuba bayang, kalau yang cakap tu orang putih, hehehe.. ] Anyhow, I just took it as a challenge. Nothing is impossible unless we tried. Cumanya, aku perlu work harder daripada mereka-meraka ini yang memang purely in the area. Takpe lah, Baiti.. Bersusah-susah dahulu. Challenges are what that makes me going, insya Allah. Dengan cabaran membesar + mengasuh anak-anak + at the same time study, is not easy. Tapi, insya Allah.. dengan cabaran-cabaran ini aku lebih disiplin membahagikan masa + tenaga- hopefully, aminn.. :).

One more thing, people sometimes easily misjudge about, being PhD student you would feel a kind of lonely. I like to differ that. You are the one who decide on whether to be a lonesome or not. Mingle with the others can help you learn a lot + of course you can see too, how insecure your friends are. I was too in the lonesome state before I decided to share my feeling with the others. Boring-boring kat ofis PhD tu, pi lah buat lawatan kat kawan-kawan lain yang kat ofis sebelah-sebelah tu. I think they are more than happy to mingle with you [kalau depa tak banyak keja la]. Ataupun, teknologi YM/IM ni kan ada. Buzz je pada member-member yang online kalau derang tak busy. Hehehe, cik Baiti ni macam bagi nasihat pada diri sendiri ni, hehehe.. :P Oh, sharing is just GREAT ;) [pada perkara tertentu sahaja, harharhar.. :P]

Oklah,
sekian berita minggu ini, hehehe.. ;)

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